AquaDreamer

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Because of You by AquaDreamer, literature

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Because of You

The streets were empty As we walked along Side by side. I felt your eyes watching me So I dared not look up Instead I looked at my feet Suddenly you stopped I stopped to see why you stopped You tricked me You looked into my eyes I was shy and terrified You took a step towards me I knew what was coming next My stomach was in knots My heart started racing faster With my body stiff and My breath caught in my throat I turned away in hopes you didn’t see my fear You were gentle and patient Waiting for me to turn around And when I did, you moved even closer I whip my head the other way Pretending to be immersed in somethi

Did I Really..? by AquaDreamer, literature

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Did I Really..?

Firsts come in bunches First it was a boyfriend, Then hugging, and finally holding hands In the beginning, you were fascinating Interesting because we had lots in common You were easy to talk to Then we started hanging out alone Talking on the phone constantly While still talking to each other online Did I really like you then? Or were you a boy I found interesting How did this progress this far? You asked me out, I agreed Because it was the right thing to do We went on dates, You held my hand, I hugged you goodbye You tried to kiss me But I ran away Because I was scared Why did I run? Am I not attracted to you? Or is

Her by AquaDreamer, literature

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Her

Why was I so blind To see the signs all wrong Because it wasn't me you were looking for It was her. Why didn't I listen to my heart When it told me you didn't like Me the way I wanted you to Because there was her. Why didn't I just move on When I could It would have been so much easier to not know the truth About her. Why did I ever fall for you When I knew we weren't compatible Because we are complete opposites Unlike you and her. Why do I bother Trying, talking, and laughing When I know there will always be Another her. Why is it everytime Someone special comes along They never look my way, instead They look at her.

I use to..Now I by AquaDreamer, literature

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I use to..Now I

I use to think you were my friend I use to think you were cool I use to think you were so strong I use to want to get to know you I use to want to see you play I use to want to help you out I use to feel that we were growing closer I use to feel that we would someday be close friends I use to feel that we would laugh together Now I know you are not my friend Now I know you are not cool Now I know you are not strong Now I don't want to know you Now I don't want to see you play Now I don't want to help you out Now I feel we are oceans apart Now I feel we will never be friends Now I feel we will not laugh Because you betrayed m

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Frozen by AquaDreamer, literature

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Frozen

I see you standing there, My mouth is dry. I see you dancing ever so gracefully, My eyes won't blink. I see you walk through the door, I can't breathe I see you sitting, doing your homework, My mouth clamps shut. I hear your voice down the hall, Time has stopped. I watch you chat with your friends, My heart skips a beat. I feel your presence behind me, I'm frozen. I see you fading, I hear no laughter, I feel everything as I whisper "good-bye."

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I AM by AquaDreamer, literature

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I AM

I am a funny, creative, organized sister I wonder about my future I hear my sister cry I see my cousin yell to each other I want to give the best to my family I am a funny, creative, organized sister I pretend to be a princess in a palace I feel happy when I go out with my family I touch my parents' heart with my excellent report I worry about my family's health I cry for the children with no family to love I am a funny, creative, organized sister I understand that I can't waste money on useless stuff I believe that if I get sick that mean I am growing up I dream of having a marvellous garden I try to be a helpful member of the

'me' by AquaDreamer, literature

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'me'

I am a lost, reluctant, paranoid friend I wonder what tomorrow will bring I hear whispers of the wind I see everything moving fast around me I want time to stop I am a quiet, unwanted, little girl I pretend I'm invisible I feel the warmth of your smile I touch the cool water of a pool I worry about everything and everyone I cry for those that are in pain I am an obedient, unique, persistant daughter I understand life's not fair I believe in miracles I dream of you I try to hide I hope everthing turns out alright I am a caring, loud, loving sister

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No More Pain by AquaDreamer, literature

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No More Pain

I swipe away a tear as I write my final words, I move away from my precious as I reread over my work. I look over my pictures as I try to remember every single moment of happiness, I cringe at all the times I've cried as I erase them all. I stare at my reflection as I wipe my face clean: My swollen red eyes stare right back at me, My cracking skin screams silently, My chapped lips whisper cruel words, My well-rubbed nose yells for help. It's all over, What's done is done. No one can exclude me from the group, No one can tell me I'm wrong, No one can control my actions, No one can hurt me anymore. No more tears, No more bruises

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About AquaDreamer

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Canada
Deviant for 19 years

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Current Residence: vancity
Favourite genre of music: all of em!
Favourite photographer: Andrina + Agnon
Favourite style of art: Anime
Operating System: lack of sleep = too much energy = hyper-ness => sleeping on bus, in class, and lib
MP3 player of choice: my lyra
Shell of choice: raSHELL
Wallpaper of choice: anything purple will do
Favourite cartoon character: <3 sasuke
Personal Quote: *poke*

Favourite Visual Artist

my sisters

Favourite Movies

a walk to remember

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fahrenheit - AARON YAN <3

Favourite Writers

Betty + Joyce

Favourite Games

hide and go seek

Tools of the Trade

avoiding and intimidating people

Other Interests

singing, reading, snowboarding, ultimat-ing, violin-ing, and hwing

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AquaDreamer

Nov 29, 2007

im back for a bit

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aha, after a year im back. hopefully, this time i'll stay...i want to..but who's to know what crazy life I will lead next Things to do: -study for finals -kick ass on finals -coworker party -ultimate party? -girls party -CHRISTMAS This whole semester I was consumed in school, work, volunteering and

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AquaDreamer

Jan 10, 2007

done cleaning dev and msgs

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-done looking through the deviations -finished replying to those...very long ago comments that were made -made 2 deviations. woot. well..they're the same..but... -start collages(sp?) on.. graduation day june something or other (aren't i awesome...don't even remember my grad day OH WELL) prom general grade 12 bdays? MINISCHOOL TRIPSSSSS first year of UBC (gotta start bringing 'my' camera to school..hmm..) reading the journals about my last high school year...i sounded pretty depressed..HAHA what an idiot i was...everything know is better..friends-wise and more ;) school is still my biggest and scariest obstacle. -sigh- HAHA my mood

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AquaDreamer

Dec 31, 2006

im back..?

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after a VERY long time im back. so i've graduated and onto university. so much fun! haha i have about 335 deviations to go through..i intend to go through all of em. =) be patient and wait for my...VERY late comment. k guys? haha see ya in a bit =) edit: after 42 minutes...I am down to 193 deviations to still look at. yay me. of course i was watching more dramas and talking to crazy friends on msn. yay me! ps: 412 msgs eh, i wont go through the 123 journals.. =|